!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD XHTML 1.0 Strict//EN" "http://www.w3.org/TR/xhtml1/DTD/xhtml1-strict.dtd"> You meant everything to me.



I believe my life's gonna see,
the love I give return to me.. ♥


Thursday, November 20, 2008

Ya, Whatsoever -

0kay. My eyes are swollen. Red&Puffy.
My whole mind was empty. My heart was Aching.

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I went to do my hair this morning, Highlight-ed this time round.
th after-effects were alright.
&I need to sleep. Its sufficient sleep, not jus sleep -.-
I been having late nights &depression is knocking at my door.
shall catch some sleep later.

Im still waiting for th starhub call.
&i shall called for bossini's shop tooooo,
my brother says they're hiring! :D
however, if monday comes&thr's still no phone call ;
Im back to Zeniz (:

so how painful can it get?
Its jus crying my hearts out.
what's th whole point of apologising?
for not telling me when i asked? ,
or, for my loss in gaining nothing fr 11months?

I felt so dumb.
to love&to trust over&over agn.
I felt so silly.
to let you tarnished my lil hope&confidence in you.
so, how long will this stop?

Maybe, one day..
I can shout it out loud ;.
I dont need my 19th anymore..

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