' come back to me ; i miss you /: '
I slept the whole of my saturday afterrnoon till todays' morning :D
cool man. dint managed to answer boonsheng kor's call , jeffery msg , ron msg & dontknow whose calls. was happily in my dreamland :X think they must be mad at me now.
Lols. alright , i shall mentioned abt my school's 16th feb carnvial (:
woke up at 4am , mummy started to cook th prata ; whereas me , busy preparing and doing my hair. the others are waiting fr mummy at tw mac . and they reached my hse around 4.30 to 5 (:
not long my 'xue hotdog' was done. made by me okokays ! my hand was burned lor. the prata so hot ): fcuked. cappred w th others whereas the rest of them do their own hotdogs.
everything was done at 7.45 , dhen took my papa car to school.
it was a great success i hope. although most of them went skiving. LOL!
oh yea ; i went to haunted house w pohling &germaine. was so scary lah !
i even kicked one of the 'ghost' LOLOL! serve them right lah deyyyyy :DDD
as for my valentine day ..
it dint went on fine for me. ): SHE say hello to me and i just stared at her,
i bet she's gotta tell nigel agn , and he gotta give me another lesson of lecturing. LOL!
received flowers , 2stalks :) thanks. loveloves tooooo. & thanks bei for the gift too!
then suddenly got ppl pat my shoulder. knn. so pain. dint get to see who. fcuk tht person! __
lesson as per normal after recess. VERY BORED. stayed in school till 5.30 bcus of math lesson/
dhen went home , somebody told me smth. i broke into tears immediately.
i knew how much i want you to be back , it wont come true. but stop tarnishing my only hope on you. even if i accidentally look into your eyes ; it gives me alil hope. because all i want you to do is to notice me , to knew im still there waiting. Even though everytime we tend to cross each other , how many times you knew my heart was racing fast ? how many times i hope you will hold onto my hand and asked me whr im going like how you used to? you said you wont forget me , but the moment i knew you went to look for her after school ; it break my heart. i knew its the right thing for you , but think back. when we ended , its because you say you dont haf the time for me. you donthave freedom. LOL ! dhen you haf th time for her ? haf the freedom w her ? sometimes i wonder , issit because when you're w her, she can give u more den i could ? but , i doubt it so. i still miss th night call , th way you kiss me , embrace me , hold my hand and touch my face. i miss you so much. but i guess you wont be able to know. the letter i threw it away , the hope i threw it away , the love i also threw it away . so how many time mus you forced me to throw away EVERYTHING? how many time mus i try so as to let you talk to me. ? im tired. ): i miss you damn much .
whereas for today ; i stayed at home . completed my homework which was a lot ! fcuked.
not sure ltr gg teckwhye anot. because its sunday ; i might see things tht i wasnt supposed to.
take it as im selfish ,
but you dont understands me !
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7:22 PM
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